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Artist // Hobbyist // Traditional Art
- June 4
- United States
- Deviant for 19 years
- She / Her
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If you told my how my life would be five years ago...I don't know if I'd run for the hills or simply forge ahead with what I am doing.
Here is what I am. I am a parent to my parents. They both have debilitating diseases. I look after them.
I'm 22, I work fulltime, I'm a caregiver and all I'd truly like to do is get in on the movie making business. I've always loved film. I want to be in the process some how. But finding the time to get there is hard. I don't know what steps to take or how I can even get there. I get home after long, hard shifts and have so much more I have to do before I sleep.
My heart isn't in my work much anymore. My heart is the love that I have for my parents. It has me cleaning after them and putting a bib on my mother before serving her carefully cut up food so she won't choke. My mother who has the mentality of a 3 year old. Alzheimer's is one of the worst diseases I can think of. Trapped in your mind. My heart is in conversation with my father at all hours of the night when his pain levels are too high for him to sleep.
This. This is who I am.
Here is what I am. I am a parent to my parents. They both have debilitating diseases. I look after them.
I'm 22, I work fulltime, I'm a caregiver and all I'd truly like to do is get in on the movie making business. I've always loved film. I want to be in the process some how. But finding the time to get there is hard. I don't know what steps to take or how I can even get there. I get home after long, hard shifts and have so much more I have to do before I sleep.
My heart isn't in my work much anymore. My heart is the love that I have for my parents. It has me cleaning after them and putting a bib on my mother before serving her carefully cut up food so she won't choke. My mother who has the mentality of a 3 year old. Alzheimer's is one of the worst diseases I can think of. Trapped in your mind. My heart is in conversation with my father at all hours of the night when his pain levels are too high for him to sleep.
This. This is who I am.
Favourite Visual Artist
Jessica Ye, Nicole,Seirra,Hailey,kristina,Sma,Dave McKean...and many others
Favourite Movies
The village, I robot, bourne identity,V for vendetta, Hunt for Red October
Favourite TV Shows
Once Upon a Time, The Vampire Diaries, Supernatural
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Apocaliptica, The Rasmus, Red,Chevelle, Falling up,P.O.D, Nickel Back, Andrea Bocelli
Favourite Books
The Highlander series, Fever series, greek poetry, romance novels
Favourite Writers
Robert frost, J.R.R.Tolkien,Dee Henderson,Neil Gaiman,Marianne Curley,Joss Whedon
Favourite Games
Halo, Halo 2, Resident evil 4, battlefield nam. unreal tournament, TF2,Portal
Favourite Gaming Platform
CPU
Tools of the Trade
pencil,paints,pastels,charcoal,photoshop, paintshop pro
Other Interests
Reading,hiking,singing,drawing,rock climbing, and the sun
21st Birthdays in a couple days
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Is it funny that I'm looking forward to the food the most? My dad's making me his homemade cornbread that I love, you have no idea what your missing. Then he's making me a chocolate marbled cheesecake. Love my dad <3 So much, hahaha. Going to an Irish restaurant downtown to celebrate with friends on my actual birthday night this Saturday. There's also something called the Starlight Parade going on in town that night :) Lots of light floats and I believe fireworks. Part of the Rose Festival. Oh man, I love being a June baby. There's supposed to be 80 degree weather and let me tell you, that alone is something to celebrate here!
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I'm really sad to say that I haven't done or posted much art work since then. I hope to get a better camera and just start going on adventures. I have ideas for some photo shoot's but motivation is needed. I've mainly been working and enjoying the company of friends and loved ones. I will have to knuckle down and seriously plan out school soon but I wanted my life to flow. Because I don't believe everyone is ready for the same thing at the same time. We all have different walks of life, different experiences, different stories. I'm trying to live mine now and the next fork in the road is coming up. It just seems like someone's hit the breaks
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Seriously, I keep throwing up. This is what I get for nursing my dad back to health. Now I have those stupid Hot/Cold chills. Will someone please just make it go away! In a couple hours I have to call out of work and miss my best friends Mother's bday dinner ): Please pray this only lasts a day. I get really miserable every time I'm sick like this. So if I start a pity party, I'm sorry.
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Oh my gosh, you have been here for eight years, hahahaha. I was starting to feel like an old lady when I saw I'd been here for SIX years, but you've got me beat
I'm not sure how to respond to this.
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If you still exist on here- I wanna tell you happy birthday. D:>
Yes, I'm still here! I just get on less! And thank you so much!
Oh good! You're welcome. ^^ I hope today was especially kind to you!
*dances for the watch* ♥♥